As this decade comes to a close.
Let's just post something for the sake of posting something. (:

Have a great 2010 ahead.

I MUST DO ALL THIS SHIT!

To do list:

- Wrap presents
- Cut out 40 articles
- Find something decent to wear tmr


Tomorrow:

- Finish up GP homework i.e. do write ups on all 40 articles under 12 hours.
- Pack 3 sets of clothing
- Christmas musical
- Supper... hopefully.


Friday-Sunday:

- Malaysia, for one heck of a time (:
- Be on the look out for more presents



Alright.
Let's do this.

Cambodia.

\m/

I've learned many things during my stay at cambodia.
Among the crappy few are as the following:

1) Sprinting all the way from the passport control counter to gate 37D at changi airport is no joke. Be warned, center puttings may take form while you do so. This, is not cool. At all.

2) NEVER underestimate the power of a comb or a brush. These are very powerful tools that will help remove all those holes in your fringes.

3) Creepy Touchy girls can be really... well, creepy. And I mean, REALLLYYY creepy.

4) Shooting stars are beautiful (:

5) A small pack of condoms only costs you 0.50 USD. Don't be lazy when you're naughty.

I'd love to share more, but unfortunately my brain aint working right now.

Back to more serious stuff. To say that these 14 days have changed my life would be exaggerate, but to say it has done little would be an understatement.


Concern.............................................Observation
...................Gossip<-/->Maturity.........................
....................................................................Courage
..............Nature........................................................
Gratefulness......Patience...........................
..............................................................Interacting
..................Communication....................................
Fear........................................ Slow to anger........




I hope that I really did mature as a person. At least, I think I did.
Although I'll still do "childish acts" for kicks,
Maturity is not measured by actions. But rather, REactions

But most of all,
What I've gained from this trip

BONDS

Indeed, I have forged deeper bonds with my friends during these 14 days.
Although occasionally I do still get the "what-the-heck-are-you-talking-about-?" feeling...
No wait, the "WHO-the-heck-are-you-talking-AND-GIGGLING-about-?" feeling.


lol.


Damn. I miss cambodia and my shy fan club too. All the what-the-heck-is-that-insects flying around, frogs invading the bathrooms, chilly nights, bargaining, leaking shampoo in my bag, crazy farewell party which i didnt really enjoy, pumping the clogged up ass-crap in the naturally "polaroid-ed" toilet bowls, supplying some plants with colgate water, making damn fine french toasts, reflections, motorcycle rides, carrying 20 litres of water for 1km in almost absolute darkness, staring at stars with my mouth wide open, sleeping under food coverings, etc.



To Cambodia:

It was one heck of 14 days eh?

I'd love to go back... someday...


Although I'd have to put thaton hold for awhile.



Here's to your national symbol... or whatever significance it holds!

((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((:

Fig 3.2: ("Multiple Chins of Doom", Lim Si Cheng 2009)

Never getting what I want.
I dare not step ahead.

Joel...

You weak-willed boy.


(I'll be posting about Cambodia soon. Watch for it :D)

26

Sweet Seventeen.
I suddenly feel damn old.
Haha.

School on my birthday is so weird.
I don't know why.
Thanks for the bag SG04! :D
And thanks korkor for the belt (although it is really, really, reALLY loose.)

Haha, thank god for the year gone by.
Although i have been ranting on about how JC life sucks,
I have made many great friends ((: (and some fair weather friends :/)
Thank God for these bunch of people that I can crap with.
Oh, and thank god for placing me in YJC (:
I've rly kinda enjoyed this year. kinda.

haha, let's see how long before you realise eh?...

still waiting...
y'know?

Drinking.
A sign of maturity?
Or a sign of liver failure?

Always a cycle for me.
Always permanent for them.
How I wish I could have such a thing.
Such a beautiful thing.
Sigh.
Let's see what happens.
In 2 year's time.

Q:What do you do when you drop down?

A:You pick yourself up and use the momentum to bounce up again.

A's are a year away.
What y' gonna do abt it?

wa lao.
sian.
all your fault la!
stupid joel.

You know what's worse than facebook campers?
Flirting on facebook.

Length.

Hello.
I had a long day.
But fun nonetheless.

Long.
Speaking of length, I still remember the yellow wooden 1 meter rulers in primary schl.
Wai, mok, antonio and I would always fight with each other using those rulers :D
It was heckloads of fun (:
Upon boarding the bus going to ACM ystd, I also had a slight flashback of my primary 1-4 bestfrens.
we always ran to the back of the bus during excursions so that we could sit tgt.
Ah, the old times.
I'd like to be young again one day.
That'll be cool.

On a sidenote: I want a damned ipod touch ):

Hello.
My name is Joel.
I'm a curious cat.
But they say curiosity kills the cat...
Hm...

Hello.
My name is Joel.
I'm a curious dog :D
And I miss my long(er) hair.

woah. interesting day.
found out something new today.
and boy did it surprise me.
I kind of suspected it alr.
but im still surprised though.
haha, guess i was wrong eh?
not knowing an answer,
all the what ifs settle in.
haha, i tore the picture just now.
my first potrait.
lol.

I would answer all your wishes, if you ask me to-

Hello.
My name is Joel.
And I miss my long hair.


OP is finally over.
Gosh. Imagine. One year has already came and gone.
That whole list of things I wanted to do after Os hasnt been accomplished.
And next year is As alr. (Of course if i promote that is.)
Damn, I miss sec schl.
4 years of bullcrap, nonsense and a hell load of slacking.

As I look back, I don't have any regrets for PW.
And yes.
I'd definitely keep my project work stuff.
The video, slides, script, WR drafts.
And one day when I'm old and wrinkly, I'd look back and have a good laugh.

Speaking of the future, who knows what is install for us?
We are in the last days.
Recent disasters have given us a slight reminder.
He is coming again.
Soon.
But when?
We do not know.
Nor can we predict.

Mum was talking about uncle patrick the other day.
hm.
Can't take life for granted eh?
Yup, let's try that.
Living everyday to the fullest.
Not looking too much into the future.
I could try that.

I don't understand any of you.
Moodswings?
Hypocrites?
Arg. Don't get y'all man.

Cutie pie!? Nah, apple pie nicer.

hello.
I'm bored.
PW is retarded.
My school's retarded.
I have 3 more weeks of lessons.
'O' Level people finish earlier then when our holidays start.
Its gonna be the first time that there's lessons on my birthday.
I'm going to have a CA test for chem on the first day of school next year.
I just realised I have slightly over a year more to prepare for my GCE 'A' Levels.
I feel like life just turned round and slapped me across the face like Joel to a whiny kid.

No wait.
Life's been like a stock market that just drank a whole bottle of beer. but realised it was vodka.

RantRantRant.
Thats what blogs are for.

No. I just think shes cute.

Yoona is cute (:

Haha, to those 7 viewers of my blog. (I checked stat counter)
Good Luck for your As! (If im not wrong about who reads my blog.)
Both for chinese and for the rest of your subjects!
You can do it people (:

Wall

Dammit. I miss you :'(
A whole lot.
Please.
Come back.

Went out with sec schl ppl ystd (:
(Cause I pon the OCIP meeting)
haha no luh, i rly didnt know that there was a meeting.
So i went back home at 2.

Ystd was fun (:
went to play on escalators and stuff.
haha, the damn long escalators damn fun (:

Let's go orchard and mke a fool of ourselves again eh?
haha.

woah, look at all those errors in the scripts man.
I've got a long night ahead bros.

Ive been sneezing alot lately.
It gets me thinking y'know?
What goes on behind me.

Jog-a-Thorn?

Haha, had jogathon thing today.
no wait.
Walkathon.

Walked all the way from start to finish. So proud of myself (: Plus, we were the last of the last ones.
Even the finishing line people were walkin off alr. HAHA
Had a great time with farhan, ariz and hein today.
Screamed some crap while walking. Haha.

After Jogathon we went to eat dinner at fork and spoon.
The grilled chicken not as nice as others though >.>
Went to walk arnd then went to the library.
Read some DC comics and then headed back home.

Oh, xiu and sim funny oh.
They punked me :(
HAHA.
And I still thought they were serious!
(:

Silent 'Choice' Act III

Because we assume.
We prefer to conclude.
Than to confront.

We try to act wise.
But we are not.
Because conclusions are in the end.
Conclusions.

What a bane this has been.
Misunderstandings.
Gossip.
Screw all that.

4 Months ago.
I began losing myself.
I began losing.
me.

Because at the end of the day.
When all three acts come to a close.
"You" are me.

Silent 'Choice' Act II

Maybe I was wrong.
Too rash, too foolish.
Indeed, the game of choice.
It separates.

But with power in hand.
Achievements can be made.
Even the joining of world's end.
Is possible.
Due to its spherical appearance.

It's been four months.
Since this feeling came about.
Up it crept.
Slowly.
One step at a time.

I miss those days.
But those days are long gone.
I yearn for it.
But it seems pointless.
As if I'm talking to a wall.
But even walls give echos.

As time passes.
I'll observe. (:

Silent 'Choice' Act I

Alas.
I rest my case.

The game of choice.
It separates.
Into different directions.
Your decision.
Choose wisely.
For enjoyment gained from one path.
Might not equate to bliss.

Mock.
But Concern.
Time waits for no man.
But time will tell all.

Im looking forward to it.
The awkward silence.
You look at me.
I look at you.
What more can we do?

Because the problem does not lie with me,
but it lies with you.

Today wasn't much better.
It just reminded me how miserable JC life is.
I thought JC would be so much better.
I was dead wrong.

Call me paranoid.
Whatever.

Okay, scratch that.
I've got a date with my bed tmr.
Damn that sucks.

Professor Layton is such an awesome game (: Especially the first installment (:


Arg, boredom is really settling in and im stuck at home.
Wanted to call up someone for lunch but nah.
No one's free anyway.
Nth much to blog about actually.
Gng out tmr finally.
But its not even "gng out"
At least, I wouldnt consider it to be.
Well, at least I'll be away from the room.
Hah.

Saturday was fun (:
Went to Dean's house for class bbq.
And a group of girls also. (I think dean they all call one?)
Yup, so me dingzhi antonio and clarence ran away for awhile to avoid being dunked in the pool.
But we got tired of hiding and we just went back to get dunked so that we can eat (:
Ate chicken wings hotdogs and what have you at bbqs.
Went to play in the pool for awhile.
Well, I wanted to play with oliver and the rest,
but sorry, I don't do alchohol (: Well, at least for now.
On a side note, I think I saw delphine there?
Aw well, shes xishi's fren anw, doesnt bother me.
Oh, check out all the photos on facebook (;
And damn, I look weird in all of them -.-


Today's a bore.
Sigh.




Ciao~

Promos are over and done with baby!

4 papers over 5 days.
Damn, that's fast.

Thank God for seeing me through the papers ((:


Anyway, didn't go out today. Just went out for lunch.
Well, that works for me i guess.


Anyway, tmr is 4G gathering (w/o Jason. LOL!)
Hope it'll be fun.
Life's been a bore.

One day we'll all just stare at each other with blank looks,
not knowing what to say.
When we could laugh to the world's end,
in those old days.

Blogs such as lostxcapin and bongx are suprisingly a form of entertainment for me. haha.

Lostsoulxcapin got me thinking.

What is life beyond promos? As.
What is life beyond As? Army.
What is life beyond Army? University.
What is life beyond University? Get a job, settle down etc.
What is life beyond Work? Retirement.
What is life beyond Retirement? Death.

See how boring life can be?

Meh, I'll just take it one day at a time i guess.

Mugger.

I was looking through facebook like i always do and I came across an increasing trend:

"NOOOOOoooooo!!!! I'm not a mugger worxzxzxzxz!!!!"

And no. These people arent the easy going people such as myself.
This comes from muggers themselves.
Okay, maybe im stereotyping here. Whatever.
Its just... stupid to see people say that.
If you're a mugger then just keep your mouth zipped about it.
Nobody wants to see that sentence overflowing with irony.
*rolls eyes* (heh, im getting pretty good at it :D)
Did you study at least 2 or more days one week before your exams?
Yes?
Then congratulations! You're a mugger :D
And please don't go on lamenting on how you have to mug.
You are a mugger. I am a mugger. Period.

So don't waste your time denying your muggyness.
If you really hate mugging, then go out and do something. Play sports, games, spot the difference, tap defence, rockband, guitar hero. Go take a walk around your neighbourhood and take in some fresh air. Or even strut down orchard road in a piece of bighini an genes". Just do NOT take the mugger hierarchy quiz on facebook and go "But I IishHHHhh not the MugGA YoZ!!".

Don't make me press the ever-so-useful "hide" button.

I wish I could see.
The truth behind that smile.

Such shallowness.
Misjudgements I have made.
It is beginning to fall apart.
One by one by one.

Only for a moment.
Never for a lifetime.
I hate it.
I fucking hate it.

Change

Its amazing how much people change.
Perhaps its because we mature.
Or is it the people we choose to hang out with?
Is the human mind so influenced by others?

Just look at joe and I.
What ever happened to "kampung boy" style?

But then again, people change.
The economy changes.
Education changes.
Fashion changes.
The weather changes.
The sky changes.
Global temperature is rising.
Appearances change.
Perceptions change.
The internet changes.
Techological development is sky rocketing.
Even pages of a book left on the shelf changes colour.

Almost every damned thing on this earth changes.
But now the question is,
For better or for worse?

19 Day Movement.

Copy bong again.
haha.
I've got promos in 19 days.
shit.
I've yet to do anth.
:O
Bio and econs is messed up.
i need A for both.
and for my last math module test.
win.
i wanna keep my 4h2sss :(

Feel so free.
So light.
Was this all it took?
A fool I have been.

y'know. sometimes i wish i could read minds.
expose those little thoughts of others.
a world where you can tell sincere from disposable.
call me paranoid. whatever~ :P

lalala, 20 more days. off to do bio~

This was stupid.
I don't think you ever wanted it.
Thats my guess.
You now take a different portion of the pie.
Ciao~

lalala. bored~

Ive just been a pissy ass. no. asshole.
I'd been going over and over,
about how I'd sprung my trap,
but could snare no thing.
In reality,
the trap reamined untouched.

I'll actually try from now on.
Just like the fat kid, I'll do whatever pleases me.
And I'll do it with courage :D

Y' know?

haha y' know how bored i can really be?
(Edit: I took off the pic. too embarassing :D)
Yup. THIS bored. haha.

I love the rooftop.
Its windy and all. haha.
Instead of stressing myself over shit,
I'd just go up there and look at the stars (Yes, I can see stars in singapore -.-)

Went out with xiu, won and lawton (weird huh? yeh i know :P)
then ate and walked arnd and stuff.
haha.
Thats all y'all

Ciao~

GP paper tmr. And i hvnt done shit.
haha.
life's been a bore.
school's been a bore.
studies are more interesting.
haha.

why do i stammer.......
why do i shut up.......
why can't it be like before.......
I love being.......
but I know I can't be.......
in a way I'd love to.

DespoBirds

I agree with bongx.
Its quite funny to see 'failbirds' once in awhile :P
Haha.

Recently I noticed something: A lot of marists are desperate.
No offence or whatever, but that's the truth folks.
No seriously, everyday I go on my fb home page and see either one of the following:

1) An attempt at a poetic sentence which describes his love life. But it always just ends up sounding emo rather than romantic.

2) Some marist taking a quiz that has something to do with love/relationships. No seriously, take these once in a while... but not EVERYDAY -.-

3) Marist commented on another person's wall post... about his crush or something related to that. Haha, actually this one depends on what the person say luh :P

4) Two or more Marists posting on each other's wall about LIFE. And it usually ends up in a discussion of each other's relationship statuses. "Hey, you got gf alr ar??? :P"..... its such a generic line used by Marists that I dun even consider it teasing each other anymore -.-

5) A Marist is happy (according to his fb status) Oh? What's wrong? Cause the same person "just lost his EVERYTHING" the day before -.-" I tot you killed yourself alr? .__.


This has to stop.
Girls arent EVERYTHING.
Life isn't just about getting hooked up >.>
Well, whatever~
I do those sometimes too. So who am I to complain?
(... no but really, you don't see me doing that.... do you? o.O)


Random: Im damn hungry -.-

Note to self: An oath you have taken.
Keep it.



School starts tmr. Let's go.

okay, ladidadida. Im bored as hell.
Maybe i should just act like a kid and start wasting my time on the current "trend" -.-
SUPER YOYO!!!
lol. Pro-yo owns super yoyos >:P

ciao~

simyee complained i didnt blog abt her the other day. haha. here goes,

Thursday:
Went to study with simyee and teach her sis A math. Hmm, kinda reminds me of last year. I think i was last minute cramming for my prelims like around this time? I cant rmb :P Haha and I still remember giving my laptop to my bro so I won't use it during Os only to go search and use it again when i was alone that same day. HAHAH! EPIC FAIL! oh, and sim swen called "ah boy" to study with her. HAHA, okay dun so bad. Sim and I went to watch G-force, and when we came back we saw --- :) Talked with her about stuff at subway. Dun worry yeh? I won't take it in a negative light :P Went to eat dinner at LJS and then headed back home. Oh, and xishi's com died on her around that time, hahaaha. On a random note, I saw a packet of tehtarik hanging on a tree while walking home. wtshit, haha. Oh i almost forgot. While making my way to tiong from marine parade, I boarded the wrong bus. However, I realised that it goes to bugis, which would be faster. HAHAHA! amazing how these things keep happening to me.

Today:
Went for 3 hours of math class :O and I was getting restless towards the end. I dunno how im gnna tahan the A level papers >.> I have NOT and will not sit for a 3hr math test this year. Cause of the damned module test system :S (actually its quite beneficial for slackers like me, HAHA)okay so i made my way to bugis from bishan to wait for sim to go out for lunch since i had classes at 4 at that area and she ends at 2. (I ended at 1) Oh, and once again, I accidentally took an alternative route, which led to a more comfortable trip and less time waiting for sim :P Ok, so sim and I went for mos burger (eh girl, i still got your fan leh -.-) and then walked around aimlessly :D went back for classes at 4 while she went off to meet her gf. Blah blah, took train, blah blah, took bus, blah blah, walked back, blah blah, ate roti prata, blah blah, blogged.

Haha its been awhile since I made posts such as this hasn't it?

:P Ciao~

why issit that you have stopped?
have you lost faith?
do you not desire any longer?
or does the problem lie with...



Once again: Let's do this. This is my last resolve.

Tongue-tied.
Why am I always at a dead end?
Even though I try,
Even though I cry.
Tis' I know though - My heart still remains.


If you havnt realised alr, it spells TWEET :P Should go on twitter more often :S

ciao~

Holidays look dull.

i only have one day off atm. the rest are half days.
tsk.
looks like it'll just be me, my com, PSP and homework.
Dont think I'll even be able to go out.
wth.

Why still squander in fear?
You have lost everything.
What more is there to lose?

Would you continue rebuilding,
Or would you try regaining?

The tongue is vile.
But is it really?
Nay, it is the mind,
Which controlleth the tongue,
That is vile.

I'm sorry.
Its just. I've taken enough.
Do you know what its like for me?
I highly doubt so.
Because you do not know me.
But I truly am sorry.
I shouldn't have.
I've said my apologies.
Whatever your reaction,
I'll respect.


Gonna sleep now.
Nite-

You're just a coward Joel.
You're just a coward.
You didnt even dare to say it.
You chose to cower in fear
Pfft. Pathetic.

The way things are now.
Its enough for me.

Note to self: Do it.

Sometimes i just wanna sit in a train on an endless road.
Or maybe dream to no end.
Or how about living in the sky?

lalala

Tmr no school = SLEEP! finally.


:P

Peer Pressure

Why succumb to it? To feel accepted? Or maybe to make friends? Or do we just wnt to impress others?
Pitiful.
Acceptance for who you are.
Not who you try to be.
If you don't like it, just say it. And don't take it.
Stay true to yourself. Its more comfortable that way.


Fall under peer pressure for MORE "friends"?
Or be yourself and make close friends?

Then again,
This is your choice to make, not mine.


Ciao~

HELLO~~!!!!

woah, blogger is finally back to normal :P
Firstly, thanks simyee for waiting and eating with me (: appreciate it.

Haha, she says I've become more noisy these few days. I hope its a good thing though.

Oh, and today while i was taking my bus back, guess who i saw?

SQUID!!!!! (keith tan :P with a his pw mate)

Haha, havnt really talked to him since sec 2D? Kind of remind me of the good ol' days where I looked like some p5 kid :P All the nonsense shit that goes on in sec 2D 06' class. Like how we bent the window rails (so that i could climb int the classroom :D), kicked a hole in the door, made ms lee shiao pey cry and the im-not-so-proud-of video screening of porn on te projector by some classmates -.- haha, I'd dare say it was one of my best year in marist except 4G (3G ranks third, i dunno why)

lalala, teacher's day is coming. And I'd love to go out with my frens (((: WHEEE~~~~


Ciao-

Meh, ill blog.

Saturday went for event management workshop. Talked with limin throughout most of the thing. After that went out with sohwon and xishi to watch ORPHAN! Haha, "little" girls do have a vengence no? :P

Sunday, the usual.

Monday had training. HAHA at the "D-ring" of our school's track. Its damn retarded luh. Have to put up the booards and all on the track and play floorball OUTDOORS. HAHAH!!!

Today sim yee disturbed me again. She and her "fun, laughter, peace and joy" nonsense :P Cant wait till I go for OCIP (((: (hope my teachers dun complain abt me :D)

Lets see what happens tmr yeh?

Ciao~

went to eat prata today, with xiu, simyee and sohwon. talked and stuff. took bus, mrt then bus again and finally walk. If you wanna know how long I must walk, I can like go to the provision shop and buy myself a packet of prawn crackers or twisties (I should try Doritoes sometime soon... hmm...) and finish it just b4 reaching home. lol. its THAT long. Heck, tmr i have some event management shit. Aw well, at least there's breakfast.


Ciao~

Once more. Let's go.

Response: -Nil-
Feelings: Strange
Thoughts: Most probably no
Others: None

Verdict: Back to the drawing board

It was fun while it lasted.

Math test tmr. Must get A. Whoo!!!!

I'm sorry i havn't been myself lately.
I know you may feel differently about me,
but I'll try.
I'm so so sorry.

You know what? Maybe the problem lies within me. I tend to procrastinate. alot. And hell, its in the marist blood. Or maybe even ALL guy's school for that matter. Sigh. Marist spirit? Please.

Slow boring day. Nothing new. Nothing much. It always is anw.

Orientation

Lol. I've always knew this at the back of my mind. I SUCK AT TEAM SPORTS.
I have no on-court orientation whatsoever. My passes may be slightly above the mark, but add that up with bad judgement, it is USELESS!!!! I cant really handle too much pressure and I have no confidence in my abilities :S
Aw well, shit. I should have just stuck to Air Weapon sports. That is one of the only shits that i am okay in. Arg.

Maybe frisbee can luh. But heck, I cant even throw the frisbee straight anymore -.-

HOPELESS!

HELLO

THERE

PUAY

SIM

YEE

Ratrace.

Why am I still running?
Why do I even try?
Why do I hope...
for nothing in the skies?

My friend,
there is no pot of gold at the end of this rainbow.
You've known it for so long now.
There is nothing that awaits you.
It is long gone.
Was it even there in the first place?
Is the reward really that great?
Why do you try so hard.

Just on a whim I am moving,
forward to wherever my feet takes me.
I'll walk and walk,
Until the day my body
Can no longer bear.

The irony of life.
We build, but we destroy.
We hope, but we crush.
We praise, and yet we curse.
We hit, but it is not our fault.
We run, to an empty cave.
So tell me, why do you still run this ratrace?

I do not know the answer.

Stop messing with me.
You seem eager.
You seem reluctant.
which is it?

this week was rather okay i guess.
better than last.

watched "The Haunting in Connecticut",
studied at novena starbucks... well, sort of.
vectors test
and loafing around at clarke quay.

aw well.

ack. vectors test this week. ew.

100th post of Chong-x@bs.com

Haha. Didn't expect this blog to last this long.

Went out with farhan and hein today. Looked at some stuff here and there at bugis, and i bought some autobots sticker thing which i jus pasted on my laptop :P

Ack, nothing else to say right now...

cya 'rnd.


Ever since school reopened i havn't been myself,
I don't talk as much and im even doing math qns now -.-
ok whatever, shall try to revert back.
hmm. Oh, i deleted all the msges on the tagboard fter the 30th one. haha.

Chong-x

Chong-x

Chong-x

Chong-x

had a pretty rough day today.
sigh. its coming back.

Clubbers. Broken Families. One night stands. Lost of virginity.

Honestly, I didn't expect Singapore to have so much of these.
Maybe I was sheltered by being in a guys' school or otherwise.
But woah.

Welcome to the real world.

Recently I've found myself listening to a bunch of...

super-charismatic-songs-that-just-want-to-make-you-jump-and-hop-arnd-and-go-YEAHHHHHHHH-YEAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!


nah. I've been listening to K-pop songs -.-
Shit, what's wrong with me.
Must be the influence from school.
:S

Selfishness

What I like concerns you none,
What you like is for my fun.

Impulse.

Overthinking is a great burden for me. I tend to come to conclusions and most of my actions are based on impulse. Countless times I have regretted, but still I continue my actions. What is impulse? Is it an innate ability that is imbued into the human mind? But then again, what is the human mind? What does it mean to see through our eyes? Are our souls a bunch of microscopic organisms? Or is it something greater? Amazing isn't it, how God is able to create us... create... our souls, which even humans, thought of as the smartest beings on earth and maybe even elsewhere, cannot comprehend even the simple defination of one's soul. Have you looked at yourself in the mirror lately? Well, I have. And I am amazed not by the body, but by the creator.

So what is impulse? Hah... for now, let's just say its a....... b*tch.

"You sprung your trap without looking to see if the game you hunted was the one you'd snare"
-Balthier, Final Fantasy Tactics: War of the Lions-

damn siannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn
stupid block tests :'(

I suddenly miss mshs. all the crazy shit that goes on. i miss it...

SO HOT!!!

lol. watch out for the lion at the end!

lol. I know this post would sound emo but its really not luh.

haha, i realised that i have no friends in church. except for lets say sicheng, bong, eugene and a couple of other people. Its like, almost evry church activity I'm like alone and stuff. haha. I even feel damn awkward when im around giolo they all? like I should just go back home. aw well.

But thn again, I keep a pretty low profile in church anws. Or is it cause of other stuffs?
lol. I'm bored... not emo -.-

lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala
update.

kay. ill blog properly this time.


Mon- Went to see "The Uninvited" with Xishi and SohWon. haha. I asked xishi to stdy but then sohwon made last minute changes. lol. shit. and block tests are coing up in... 18 days? lol. After that I went for PW discussion at Yishun Library. Xishi and Sohwon went home... haha... nearly slept halfway luh. lol. Then after that i headed to natalie's house for hein's birthday. We waited for farhan and hein to turn up and we talked abit. (We as in natalie, roy and josh) Haha talked abit, celebrated, ate pizza, watched half a movie and finally home sweet home.

Tues- Went to get rings roy and farhan. lol. (Friendship Rings) Roy wanted it anw. haha. Then went to Pasir ris for class BBQ. A few people didnt come though. haiz. Then talked with people and ate and blah. Then went back home...

Wed- Boring day.

Today- Went for library research program thingy. lol. Den ate breakfast with Yixiu and Sohwon. lalalalala... then came back home. lol.

That's all there is to it.
Ciao!

sry hvnt been blogging.
Hm... stupid block nose. tsk tsk.
Im close to making a decision soon.

Haiz. JC life.

Dont wanna do this anymore...

Time is ticking.
Please, bloom soon.

Having second thoughts... should I?
Or should I not?
hm

The final act is coming. sooner than you think.

Act IX

Throwing his sword aside,
he reaches out his hand.
A bond once broken,
Is formed yet again.

The gift still stays there,
Waiting to be found.

Act VIII

Tearing down each obstacle,
Their fates have finally met once again.

The warrior corners the hero,
but hesitates to give the final blow.

A mediating force,
Is just around the corner.

Maybe, its just because its all a game to me.
I hope not.

This awkward silence is enough to keep me together...

SHOWERRRR!!!!! haha

kk sry for all these short nonsensical posts
haha

but i jus cant find time
to blog properly

or rather, I have nth to blog abt.

or at least nth i wanna share now :)

My heart's in a mess.
Its happening all over again...
Just like... 2 years ago.

Darling, so share with me
Your love if you have enough
Your tears if your're holding back
Or pain if that's what it is

Just seeing you,
Is enough to make me smile.

I gave you an inch. no, a mile.
And you didnt take it.

Now you're blaming me.
But I still treat you like 3 months ago.

As foolish as it seems,
Another chance has he obtained.

Torn into... three

Eyes on you.

Whenever sang my songs
On the stage, on my own
Whenever said my words
Wishing they would be heard
I saw you smiling at me
Was it real or just my fantasy
You'd always be there in the corner
Of this tiny little bar

My last night here for you
Same old songs, just once more
My last night here with you?
Maybe yes, maybe no
I kind of liked it your way
How you shyly placed your eyes on me

Oh, did you ever know?
That I had mine on you

Darling, so there you are
With that look on your face
As if you're never hurt
As if you're never down
Shall I be the one for you
Who pinches you softly but sure
If frown is shown then
I will know that you are no dreamer

So let me come to you
Close as I wanna be
Close enough for me
To feel your heart beating fast
And stay there as I whisper

How I loved your peaceful eyes on me
did you ever know
That I had mine on you

Darling, so share with me
Your love if you have enough
Your tears if your're holding back
Or pain if that's what it is
How can I let you know
I'm more than the dress and the voice
Just reach me out then
You will know that you're not dreaming

Darling, so there you are
With that look on your face
As if you're never hurt
As if you're never down
Shall I be the one for you
Who pinches you softly but sure
If frown is shown then
I will know that you are no dreamer

lalalalalalalalalalallalalalalalalalala. I'm damn bored. I should go to sleep now :)

Act VII

The hero striketh back,
Scarring the one he once held dear.
Wounded, the wanderer retreateth.

Bonds.
Are they even worth the sacrifice?

Nursing his wounds,
The wanderer standeth up.

Nothing shall forestall his return.

Sword in hand,
Shield by side.
The wanderer is no longer,
A warrior has he become.

And so the romance begins...

This darkness.
It consumeth me like a venom.
Pulsing through my veins.
Slowly eating me up.
Like a fire inside of me,
I struggle to no avail.
It burneth me to ashes
Never to prevail.

I'm sorry Lord. I've been trying to rely on my own strength these few weeks.
Forgive me O Lord. Teach my heart. Help me.
Change my heart anew.
Make me more like you.
Help me to think before i talk.
Think before my actions.
Responsibility,
HardWork.

I have so much to ask from you,
Because I am just but a weakling,
A coward.

I come to you with nothing,
and yet you open your arms so widely.

All I ask now, is for your guidance.
Cause I truly am just a bastard on the inside.


Please dun give up on me. I beg you.

I'm sorry. But I just felt this was a good time. This, for me... would signify. The start of a new beginning.

Once again, I'm sorry you had to read the above post. It's me pouring my heart out. and also to someone else...

It's a
Messed up
Illusion of the
Sea.
Something
Yellow
Orientated
Under the
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Ordained to
Die a slow and painful
End.
Alas,
Risen is its
Love for
You.

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Cant think of fresh strategies for my PI :(
Sian.

Act VI

The wanderer loiters in the shadows,
Getting closer to the gift.
Furious eyes watching him,
the hero grows suspicious.

Fade to black,
Watarimono

hm. I've deleted the archives function and watnots.
so people won see stuff i dun wan them to see.
cause by the 100th post, I'll probably open the blog to all (not that its alr open -.-)
as in I'll ask ppl read. Advertise. You get my drift.

Homework homework, what a bother. tsk.

hm

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over-thinking

things?

that day i was at the MRT station and this taiwan lady asked me for directions...
(normal? hah.)
in chinese...
and i realised I could converse in chinese using only simple chinese words...
well, sort of.
lol.
Ive nothing else to say.

except we had a fun time today no? giolo, dom and hanniel?
haha... the msn thing was fun :)

ok heck, im so creeped out by harper's island :S


cya.

I Feel Like Crap.
A gaping hole.
hmph pfft tsk.

Here we go again.

Tsk. Slowly but surely,
the fellowship of 102 is breaking apart.
sad but true.
cliques here and there.
haiz... screwed up la.

went to singpost with nic ng and wang hau.
and we saw this mentally ill guy with a mat gang and a few policemen.
I think the gang wan whack the guy. lol.
but the point is the guy damn funny la
If you stare at him he will start to want to look at you and smile in a retarded way.
Then he tried to run away from the police.
LOL!
but there got deadend so he stop. haha.
good entertainment while eating KFC.
Damn hilarious la.
Den in the end his mum cme to fetch him.
While walkin past em' she said to him
"Everyday I must come down to clear your mess!"
LOL!

went out with xi shi, asther and li min today.
Insults were hurled countless times and it was damn funny :)
lol.
Not bad a day :)

Waking up to a fresh new saturday :)
With the fresh air blowing and the alarm clock off :)
Tossing and turning in delight :)
And finally deciding to get up,
My eyes stood there staring into space...
"U slpin or die liao..
Haha pon or forgt?"
Oh shit.
Joel misssed his econs lesson in school.

Im thinking of quitting floorball.
Don't get me wrong, I love it.
But I don't like the company in YJC floorball.
The friggin' captain and vice cap so damn elitist la.
My OGL's friend is like one of the best in the team,
and he can't get into the 18 lah! what the shit!
even those lousier J1s can get in lor!
He air hook leh! and skill oso quite zai!
Wa Lau!

Oh, did I say that almost all of the people who didnt get in
is like not close with those stupid elitist?
What the shit la!
I stay inside oso for what?
To get pushed around?
No shitting way man!

I dun know la.
Stupid bloody elitists.

Sorry, just damn pissed...

Same old same old....

Went out with Josh, Kai Sheng and Yi Xiu ystd...
And I found out there's subway at Northpoint. Lol.
yeah so josh left earlier while me yixiu and kaisheng sat at subway from abt 1645 to abt 2100...
talked abt stuff and yeah,
oh, and I was teaching yixiu econs...
scully she fail siolz! I teach leh... LOL!

Anw, we went to macs after that to eat some supper and she mugged econs some more...
And then we decided to leave at abt 2209.
So kaisheng walked us to the MRT station and then walked home.

Talked more on the train, yixiu walked home and I waited for bus 70.
For abt 15-20 minutes... no wait, maybe 25-30... lol.
Oh, and I missed the busstop.
Like today. That's two days in a row... lol.

Oh, and May is comin' up... crap
So many birthdays la! Got Joseph, KaiSheng, Jiahui, Farhan, Roy and my bro.
Shit, I'm gonna go broke :(

And I havnt even collected the money for bio notes yet
lol.

Oh, and friday i'm free in the morning, anyone up for a date with me?
:)

I need a new bag plx!

Just another uneventful day for Joel :|

Oh, I need a new bag!
The old one is starting to tear up a little after 5 years of service :)
All my other bags look weird and my crumpler's too small...

*Hint Hint*

And it just so happens I realised my bday is 7 months and 20 days away!

*Hint Hint*

lol. forget the hints, its just too damn far away XD
I'll probably get it replaced soon enough.
tsk tsk.


This is Joel, signin' out!

Happy 17th Birthday Antonio!
(Like he will see this liddat)

Time flies no?
About 13 years since I first knew him and it just seems like ystd that we were climbing the net thingy in the playground at baker...

Wow, I've lived for 16 years, and it only seems like an instant.
That's like almost a fifth of what I'm gonna live until...

No more time to waste... :)

Anw,
Went off to plaza sing at abt 1145 or so. Met Joe there and we went to this otaku shop. And bought antonio this dagger replica thingy. lol. And wow, there was a gunblade for sale... too bad its made up of wood. (I'm a sucker for swords, guns, daggers or weapon replicas. But I prefer it to not be wood?) Aw well.

Met up with the rest and after walking aimlessly for awhile, we went to pasta mania. (Honestly, this is the first time I've been there... lol... signs of no life huh?) Camwhored for abit (Well, not me but Mok.) and after we were done, I left :)

Yeah, that sums up today's "hip and happening" lifestyle. (I realised that I've read too much lostsoulxcapin, lol.)

Cya round~

Finally :)

Im such an ass...

"Hey guys, Sorry but i'll be gng bk malaysia tmr or fri cause my pr expired n so ya, you probably wont be seeing me anytime soon... I'll miss you guys though :)"

I sent this at midnight ystd to my class. lol.
And then i waited for one hour to pass :)

"Thanks guys... but Happy april fools! Or what's left of it :) but seriousy, hope this helped you put off some stress though... ha ha."

Im such an ass... seriously...

:)


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so damn good right now...
NAH! HAPPY APRIL FOOLS' DAY :)

Collected my SGC today. Haha... so nostalgic to see maris stella again...
Saw jaya and ms lam today.
Collected alr then we went singpost eat.
Talked about life and stuff...

Oh and I'll have to go back again for my yearbook. sigh.
Dun rly have much to say. My life is dull man. tsk.

Act V

Act I-
The gift of God is what the two men seek
But their fate is scattered by war
One becomes a hero, One wanders the land
But the two are still bound by friendship
Only to be severed by a relationship.

Act II-
As the story unfolds
A new truth unveils
One must sacrifice
To save that very bond

Act III-
My friend, do you fly away now?
To a world that seperates you and I?
All that awaits us is a somber morrow
No matter where the winds may blow

Act IV-
My friend, the fates are cruel
Though he desireth the gift
He cannot do much but watch

The arrow has left the bow
But he is guided by hope
That the gift will bring bliss...
Soon...

Act V-
To become the dew that quenches the land
To spare the sands, the seas, the skies
I offer thee this silent sacrifice

But even if the morrow is barren of promises
Nothing shall forestall my return...


-J.Cey-
(Adapted from Loveless)

If thou can understand this, ye holdeth the knowledge of my problems...

Act IV

My friend, the fates are cruel
Though he desireth the gift
He cannot do much but watch

The arrow has left the bow
But he is guided by hope
That the gift will bring bliss...
Soon...

Act III

My friend, do you fly away now?
To a world that seperates you and I?
All that awaits us is a somber morrow
No matter where the winds may blow

Act II

As the story unfolds
A new truth unveils
One must sacrifice
To save that very bond

Act I

The gift of God is what the two men seek
But their fate is scattered by war
One becomes a hero, One wanders the land
But the two are still bound by friendship
Only to be severed by a relationship.

-Unknown-

Sad isn't it? The one who wanders the land...

Most of you probably won't get it though... lol.

sry for not updating for so long. too lazy XD

anyways,

sat was CVD (celebrating values day)

sun was IT fair day

and today was floorball stick day.

sat was SO great. my class' stall was selling cheese fries, ice cream fries, chocolate fries, fries, drinks, farhan's drawings and marshmellows. I was supposed to be in charge of the fries and stuff in shift 4 (3-5pm) but i decided to help audrey with the drinks in shift 1. Had some jokes thrown here and there and when shift 1 was over, I was still helping out sarah with the drinks in shift 2. Cut the long story short, I was there the whole day. 'cept the time where our fries sold out and alot of other things oso no stock. although people still came for my drinks XD. (this was like 3+ to 5) Joseph, Mok and Oliver came by with Yi lu ( or yee lu or whatever...you get the point) , oliver's secret girlfren :O... nah not his gf la. just some random girl he picked up from the bus stop brought to the carnival. After that went northpoint with darren, josy, gracia, audrey, brina, kai sheng, farhan, bryan, joshua to eat. and in case you marists are wondering why i didnt eat with you, its because you all go city hall/orchard/marina eat leh! I got 2 icebox to bring home can! And its not because I have a girl fren la! Dun believe wang hau...

Sunday was the day I finally got my new laptop XD. Acer Aspire 6935G. WHOOO! looks damn nice can! oh oh and IT fair was crazilly crowded as usual. tsk tsk.

And heck, today I got my new floorball stick. FATPIPE hole 27 pro...

and I got a red ball too. :)

I dunt know if tmr got outing cause i havet heard from my class yet. so yeah.

hope this satisfies you. lol.

hey hey.

I know most of you nosy people want to know abt Bintan.

so here are the highlights:

1) Climbed up Gunung Bintan. Although honestly, Mt Sinai is tougher cause it was so much more slippery... oh oh and my frens n I crapped a whole lot of hilarious stuff on the way up. lol.

2) At first, they allocated the guys to tents and a crappy makeshift toilet which is like a cubicle with those squatting bowls and a shower head. So if we would have been showering with a hole in da ground. lol. But WHOOO!!! because the long house wasnt ready, the girls had to sleep in tents too! Take that! (the girls kept suaning us b4. lol) and then we got to use these TILED toilets with decent facilities. lol. While the girls had to use some mass showering area. LOL.

3) The most retarded part --- my dragonboat SANK. LOL! SANK not capsized. Capsizing is for noobs. lol. Damn funny la. the water kept coming into our boat cause the boat got a few minor cracks here and there. At first, we talk ok. but then it keep coming in. damn funny. Arthur keep trying to scoop the water out. lol. Then when we turn around to approach the shore, the boat sank. lol.

4) Group solo candle light night walk was dumb. they ask you and 4 others to take one lighted candle to another place. lol. that's it. no scaring or games or whatever. damn dumb luh. waste time only...

5) Mangrove planting so-so la. planted a seedling :) see how environmentally-friendly I am?

6) Treasure hunt also so-so. too short if you ask me.

That's all. 4 days leh. So uneventful. Aw well...


Saturdays are tiring. floorball, chemistry class and GP class. wth. and I have to take 13 for 1 hour + just to go to YCK station to take bus home :(

argh tutorials.

nt gonna blog abt bintan...

ask me about bintan if you want to...

Section One: Close passage.

1) butt 2) genitals 3) hip

so yeah, I was walking around today holding my econs notes in front of my 1)_____,
covering the hole in my pants.

If that wasn't bad enough, practically evryone in my CTG AND SG knew abt it thanks to a few people...

And crap. the colour of my undies were also known after a short while.
How did it happen?

I. Dont. Know.

I just happened to look down during morning assembly and ta-dah! there is was! the hole in my pants!

Aw well, it was hilarious anw. lol. Laughing at myself.

ANYWAYS, the cool and 2)______ Joel Chong is going away to Bintan 2morrow for four days and would be missing Uth and Sunday service.

So get your 3)______ out of that chair right now and tell him how much you would miss him :)


P.S. my coffee shop didnt open today. It was BROKEN into :(

oh man.

I saw something very disturbing today.

very very disturbing.

and it made me tio stunned for awhile.

lol.

floorball is tiring.

got lots of stuff going thru my head right now...

buy bio spa notes,

friendships,

floorball,

math homework... finish 40 questions by wed... wth man... my tutorial has 104 questions in total... crazy shits.

bio, especially since i tio bio rep...

chem... eh? actually chem still very easy la... haha!

econs... I want aminah to teach me... NOW! shes like one of the most powerful teachers that is able to implant "read-only" information that cannot be easily forgotten...

GP. I have no idea what in heck is going on. lol.

PW... err wait. I dont even know my grouping yet! XD

so yeah. pray pray people.

oh yeah did i tell you that there is a hot girl in my CLB classes that makes the lesson more interesting? that i got into floorball?

tmr will decide whether i in floorball or in choir.

whatever it is.

I'll let God

decide.

I think I got my ass covered?

Ok. I'm going for badminton, floorball and tennis trials.

I asked the floorball teacher if still can join. She said she nt sure cause got more than enuff alr. but she said if I really wanted to tryout I have to go to schl on sat... :( hope and pray that I can go floorball. I'm dumb la. nvr go for trials. tsk. I'm so undecisive.

Badminton is just a safety net thing. Me and Wang hau going to try out for fun.

Tennis is the safety net before badminton. wanted to go trials today. but when I decided, the teacher ask me go nex wed cause the trials delay their practice alot alr. lol. This just shows how undecisive I am.

So there you go.

You can see I dun want choir as a CCA. I can sing, but not for a CCA. Only in the bathroom :)

I got posted to choir. wth man.

I put it as my 3rd choice cause I cant put all 3 sports. And all the other clubs and societies are kinda stupid. (I dun wanna play guitar, play in band or join an interact club?)

Anw, tmr I have to "play" tennis in front of the coach to be able to have a chance of joining tennis. lol. And I know nuts about tennis... shit. die.

nvm la... just try. cause I dun wanna become a choir boy =X

singing in church choir is enuff for me...

ok fine fine here's an update... to amuse you people...pfft...


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THIS!
CLICK THIS IF YOU'RE IN Uth. CLICK THIS IF YOU'RE A MARIST.

So what you waiting for siolz! click now!

Come Onboard the Leadership Mateys!

Hey hey people-whom-reads-my-blog. Viewership ratings have dipped quite a bit since I last posted seriously :( but its not like people read my blog anw... lol.

Anw, I'll be posting abt last week's orientation :) *applause*

OK here goes,

Monday

Went to school at 7am. Then I kena stun siolz! Got like 10+ Marists in YJ. lol. But I only know 3 of them. lol. So I double-checked my class and then realised wang hau was in 122 not 102. I was like "aw well. Totally new environment, I guess." So after the principal's talk (she's such a nice lady, not fierce at all :D) we had icebreaker games such as double whacko and other such silly games to let you know one another's names. So blah. Admin shit later. And then came more bonding games like charades. Its pretty good for a first day. haha. (as compared to other stupid JCs like *ahem*) Oh yeah, and the OGL's had a performence too. I went to Vaunear/Seletar house :)

Tuesday

Tuesday was kinda like Monday. Just that we had to brainstorm for an original YJ cheer and also a skit with the theme "Crime prevention". And lol. I don't know why we came up with the idea to do a Dora the explorer! skit. random. lol. We also painted our OG/CTG flag! whooo! which is probably the ugliest flag I have ever contributed to. And HOHO! MASS DANCE BABY! lol. That's a typical Marists response. haha. So damn fun. I normally quite shy abt all these dancing kind of stuff. But who cares? Just whack la!

Wednesday

YJ had some vendors come down to the school. 2 different ones in fact. The first one was in the morning. Which was supposed to be some "olympics" shit. We had to sit in a circle and then all stand up together without using our hands. Hmm. I've played that tons of times. Boring! Aw well, after that was candlefight. A candlefight in daylight. Ew. Fail la. And they didnt use cups. they used those cupcake paper thingies. And the wind was frick'in irritating too. lol. As usual, cheaters galore. ok so the second vendor came. And while they talking to us, they kidnapped one of my classmate. Then we had to solve a puzzle and go around and do stuff to get the key and find the kidnapee and free her and carry her back too. (I solved the puzzle man! WHOO! I'm smart. lol.) So there you go. A fun Day three.

Thursday

The best of the five days IMO. It really bonded 102 together a whole lot. We had this amazing race. Around Yishun. If you ask me, having it around yishun is much better than the whole singapore. Cause you MUST walk. Only can take ONE bus ride. And shit. We walked alot. But while walking we could laugh at alot of stuff along the way. hohoho! And suaning our OGL too! haha. anw, it started out very bad. Everyone quite sian sian. But then suddenly after a while we all go super duper hyper. lol. damn enthu. We even RAN all the way from Chong Pang CC to Yishun interchange in a few minutes just so we could do one more last station. So it was very very good la.

Friday

Friday was super too. Got all the skits and cheer competitions and stuff. Anw, Fast forward all those shit to the school bbq! WHOO! JAM N' HOCK YO! Me, oxy, farhan and a few others all boucing and bouncing for the first few songs! And one of which was "Beat it!" by one of my OGLs! yay! Then after like a few songs I tired le. So go back to our class BBQ "pit" and eat a few stuffs. Then my class siao one. People like YiXiu, Audrey and Arthur bounce till no end one. lol. They come back a couple of minutes then go back to the center of quadrangle to bounce somemore. lol. Super fun la. Anyway, a few of us still abit hungry. So me, kaisheng, farhan, lawton, roy and 3 of our OGLs went macs and all of us bought... HAPPY MEAL SIOLZ! lol. So now you go YJ CTG 102 can see 5 people got a pokeball dangling on their bags :)


So there. I think YJC orientation rocked. Way more than other schools. And did I mention that I think we're one of the closest class now? haha. (except for a few people. nvr open out to evryone D: ) aww well. 9:30 le. I go sleeep. haha. I'm trying to sleep by at least 11 pm evry night. 10:30pm actually.

cya.

P.S. Wang Hau is crazy over one of the girls I danced with. lol. Obesession.

addicted to this song... cause...




yeah. YJ's mass dance... haha damn fun la!

:) orientation rocks.

102 rocks :D.

:) Friday's school bbq and jam n' hock rocked.

:( Floorball trials are on monday. shit. I die.

Yay! YJC '102 rocks. haha. we were laughing like some retards practically through-out the whole amazing race. wakakakaka :) today was so damn fun. Havnt had so much fun since throwingaballdownthedrainonhan'sbday. NOT. since I don't know when actually.

Whee~ orientation so fun siolz!

PS: lucky nvr go CJ and NYJC... too mny marists. haha.

102

So, how was my orientation you ask? hahaha

DON'T TELL YOU SIOLZ!!!

haha!

:) Before I say something, here's a quote from mountaineer sicheng

"ibumpedintoahotgirltodaykeke NOT. becauseipwnedyourassinmathstesttoday NOT. HOHO are you curious now? Is that inner nosey scumbag rising in your head? Are the gossip warriors trudging through my mind? MUAHA! What is it, sicheng, what is it! TELL ME SICHENG! WHAT IS IT!?! WHAT IS IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! "

muahahahhahaha! kekekekkekeke!

you wan know? den ask me on friday during Uth or when I meet you (If I ever do meet up with marists again) B)

Too bad peoplewhomstalksotherpeople'sblogsalthoughIdoitsometimestoo! MUAHAHAHHAHA!


edit: er... wth?

Joe-boy says:
wee woo wee
Joel.Chong... says:
apa?
Joe-boy says:
apa itu
Joel.Chong... says:
apa ini?
Joe-boy says:
ikan bilis

Joe is definitely a weirdo.

A New Chapter.

I. Didn't. Appeal. :)

A New Chapter.
A New Beginning.

A Clean Sheet.
A Clean Slate.

Starting Afresh.
Starting Anew.

Let's go.
Ikimashou.

I'm gonna break the damn hierarchy of this miserable world dammit.

No more lazy shit.

No more 50%.

I'm gonna give it a 100%.

Watch out 2010 GCE 'A' Levels.

Chong Ern-Yuan Joel is gonna hit you hard.

Real hard.

Is this really where you want me to go?
To go there?
I prayed for your will.
I prayed for YOUR David instead of MY Saul.
And yet I felt really down when I received that sms.
Am I still worthy of your love?

meet duchess and duke the two cutabulous puppies! duchess is the smaller one the the left while duke is the bigger one on the right :) If you didnt already guessed, ones male the other is female. And if you must know, they duchess belongs to my grandpa while duke belongs to my uncle. both of which came from the same uncle's female dog, Sandy! :) I <3 them. alotts! I normally dislike dogs but shit they rawk man!


and sheet. I miss them. I wanna go back Ipoh :(

this is one heck of a mario paint piece.

on a random note,

I'm going off to malaysia either saturday (tmr) or sunday. so if you wan me to get you something do contact or ask me n stuffs. cause I'm not the kind of person that buys souvenoirs for people. No, im not stingy. I'm just too lazy.

I just realised...

that when the opposite sex is excited,

THEY TYPE LIKE THIS :D
I LIKE TO TYPE LIKE THAT CAN!

lol.

I've been to maris stella for too long. far too long.

:) this is my first time doing this kind of picture editing. (the heading.) comment. please.

I wanted to put elegance REdefined but this blog'll jus be a total rip off from bongx. lol.

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I feel Happy like Shiitz

HappE Birthday HanniEL!!!!!!

another weird day.

sometimes I wonder why weird things always happens to me.

seriously.

Ok so on the way to bukit panjang plaza there was this lady on the mrt that pissed the shit out of me. She freaking treat the train like its hers la.

So met up with some peeps. Ate KFC. Celebrate Hanniel's birthday and blah blah.

Went over to a basketball court to play captain's ball.

Played sepak takraw. Well, not really. Kicked once. You all know I don't DO soccer. Abit pai seh la to play soccer. I mean cmon. ME? lol.

blah blah. Moved onto captain's ball. shit. I don't do captain's ball too. but aw well. played along.
caught a few balls. And crap. I threw the ball into the big longkang. Thanks Giolo. For going down there and getting the ball. I really intended to do it. But you went dwn so...

And then got the ball alr we all YAY! then suddenly hock cai ask us where is the ball cause he climbed into the longkang from another side and didnt know we got it back alr. Damn funny.

After got the ball late le. So evryone wanted to go home. (well, not late. But we were at bukit panjang can.) I felt/still feel kinda bad for ruining people's fun with captain's ball.

That's why I don't really like sports. I'm a total klutz when it comes to sports and these kinda shit ALWAYS happens to me. But Floorball is different. I love floorball. Alot. Just don't have time to play it since forever.

So on the bus me, cheng and giolo were talking about our (giolo me.) childhood days in church. Talk until go yishun. And I kena scolded by the bus driver. he said something like ni men nian qing ren blah blah blah. lol. Cause I ask Giolo if should stop at one stop but then he said it will go left. Then I confused siolz. MRT on right. Why go left. So by the time I decided to get off. Driver close the door alr. Then when we ask him to open again. kena scolded. lol. Its not your fault ok giolo? Don't feel bad.

Then I got off the bus. walking to traffic light to cross to MRT. Then this three malay pai kia was in front of me. Then suddenly one of them laugh in front of my face. I was damn stunned la. But I continued walking on and ignored them. They looked drunk. lol.

Seriously. Why the heck does all these weird shit happen to me. It amused me at times while it freaks me out at times. Sometimes I just get damn shocked. And most of the time it irritates the shit out of me.

Speaking of irritation, I think many people don't know the angry side of me. Church people have NEVER seen me really shit angry b4. While school people might have seen the tip of the iceberg. Only a few people from 6F have seen the real shit. I remember I got damn pissed with JonMok and I started whacking the shits out of him but he retaliated. lol. Then got people stop us.

Aw well, I'll spare you from this boredom.

Good bye.

Oh Oh and for wonderful surprises,

GO TO BONGX.BLOGSPOT.COM !!!!

P.S. I miss floor ball. sheet.s

Shit. CNY is coming. That means holidays are going to be over for schooless people like myself.

CNY is the time of the year where many people get alot of money from ang bao.

Well, not me.

Relatives only give me like 5RM per ang bao (some are more stingy. give 2RM) and most relatives are overseas.

I get abt 10RM for closer relatives and 50RM from closerer ones.

I get abt 200+ RM a year and 300+ RM if im lucky.

which is shit. cause 200 RM is less than $100.

While people are getting $300-1000+ . And thats in sing dollars.

-.-"

Aw well, whatever.

Time to get fat again.

Fri_Sat

Went to class chalet on friday afternoon hoping to go for BBQ and then make my way to Uth. But no, the stupid BBQ took so long -.-

When we reached there at about 5+ some people started to make then BBQ fire. But crap. They took 2+ hours before I could even taste the food. So I decided to stay for the night as it was late.

Oh, did I say the BBQ sucked? Well, it did.

Anyways, me, jason, lum, antonio, shien tah, clarence, jethro, chong boon, oliver went to rent bikes for midnight cycling. The rest went to rent theirs later.

And when we were biking back to our chalet, I got lost =( But I was found again :)

Anyway we "blind mice-ed" all the way to 12 midnight and a few bikers went to scout abit. After a while, another few also wanted to ride a while before going on the cycling trip.

We were riding bikes here and there and then suddenly got police car stop. Then the policemen warn us that if we were seen riding bike at that time without proper gear (our bikes no lights.) he would summon us <:O

So we went back and waited for the rest of the people to come back and off we went. We pushed our bicycles all the way to changi ferry terminal (scared police. lol) and then started riding cause there was a park.

So blah blah blah ride ride ride.

Then we were biking on this endless bicycle path beside the changi airport runway when suddenly one pro biker langah lum then the biker flipped over and dislocated his arm. But then we don care, just bike off.

NAH! Just kidding. Some of the pro biker's friends came and we called the ambulance and stuff. so we just stood around there while lum was stressed. lol.

Ambulance came. Apologised. Then off we went again! (we were headed to ECP macs btw. cause we hungry siolz) so blah blah again then reached ecp so damn happy. cause macs was a few km away.

But then, shit happened the third time. Blven's bike broke down. Then they ask me and a few people to stop cause we were in front. Lum tried to fix the bike cause jethro found the screw. But shit struck yet again! The screw needed an allen key to screw it in. -.-

So we sat on the bike path at 3am waiting for a cab to take blven and the bike back to chalet. And by the time things were settled, it was late and most of the non-hungry-ones-who-ate-alot-at-BBQ-leaving-none-for-me decided to head back. And I was damn sad cause I damn hungry. argh.

So biked back to chalet. ate one more chicken wing (joe cooked while we were biking. But it was damn little. lol) and emoed and read Nehemiah 12 on my KJV go bible.

Didnt sleep. Biked to the beach to see sunrise. then return bicycle. Eat abit of breakfast, then went home to sleep.

That's all folks!

:( my ass/hands/legs still hurt like sheeet.

I C@n SpWin twhees3 SWHUpA Fl@t PWWWIlloW!!! WH3333333!

ok. enuff typing like a twit.

but really. I can spin this super flat pillow.

YAYNESS!

... crap. that's g@y.

I wanna go to AJ. lol.

I <3 chinese Basic. It rocks.

TP RAWKS. lol. the advertisement said so.

Anw, the people who made the subject information thingy for AJ and SA are stupid. Make Chinese B students read Chinese? A certain school's CLB students didn't even know how to greet the teacher for Oral. (Um. SASS if im not wrong) Oh yeah. refer to the picture for the following.

1. Did I say Chinese B rocks?
2. What does that mean anw?
3. lol. SAJC is on my list.


aw well toodles kiddies.

oh yeah. one more thing!

I have a sudden urge to join floorball for cca. too bad AJ only got hockey -.-

Ok people. You don't need to cheer me up. I'm OK. No seriously.

How to explain... I'm not sad. But I'm not celebrating? so im like .____. = :) + :(

Yeah I guess 12 points is not bad a score. But I felt I could have done better.

Its all in God's plan though. And right from the beginning (end of Os) I've never really been that nervous and stuffs.

so yeah. I'm like :) but I felt that I could have done better :(...

I KNOW that its a good score although not fantastic.

So. Um. lol.

L1R5 - 12 points.
L1B4 - 9 points.
CCA - minus 2 points.

Go do the math.

English A2... first time I got above a C. Much less an A. :)
Combined Humanities B3... I screwed up geog quite badly but hoped that SS would pull up to A1.
In the end... B3. At least not C. :(
Math A1... Easy Peasy. End of story. :)
Amath A1... Same as Math. :)
Chemistry A2... This is crap. I'm sure I got an A1 la. Maybe its my phrasing of things. :(
Biology B3... Even crappier. This sucks. After memorising all those things and a B3? tsk. :(
Chinese E8... LOL! Expected.
Chinese Oral Ungraded... LOL!

Chinese Language Basic... Merit... You'll laugh when you see the paper.

So yeah. three :) and three :( so I'm .___.

I guess I didn't mug as much as an average student. lol. Time to chiong A level....

NAH! For now its HOLIDAY!!!! Yes JC people. I'm freeeeeeee!

Tmr is what people call, "judgment day". lol.

Anw, today went to see 赤壁 (red cliff II). I don't get why they name it Chi Bi instead of Hong Shan Er /\ . lol. If you're laughing right now, that's the reason why I take CLB. lol.

Cool show. With all the splendid fighting scenes and effects. And Zhou yu had to eat one whole huge pile of dumplings. lol. And also, ZHUGE (pronounce as JUGE... as said by Melvin's fren) liang's interllect which could probably own all hwa chong / rifles people. lol. rifles.

Crap. I used up $30 today. Movie+Nachos+Carl's Jr... Plus. I'm getting fat.

Aw well. Whatever.

For I know the thoughts that I think towards you,
saith the Lord, thoughts of peace, and not of evil,
to give you an expected end.

Jeremiah 29:11

Ok kiddies. Time to read Bible and sleep. Adios.

I absolutely detest adult fares. my $3+ card value has dropped to -$0.46 in just four bus rides. tsk.

Mr Tall.

YO! haha. I drew this like months ago. During studying, tution or school. Aw well. Today, I went to watch this AWESOME show! Must go see kay? ... You in the back, promise? Ok... I went to see ponyo on the cliff by the sea today. LOL!

Haha. Wierd thing was that there were NO children at all. Just adults/teens and one whole row of ah lians in front of us (me joe jan yuxun). Its an OK show la i guess. But too bad for josephngweehao, ponyo's mother is just fiction. haha. Just like a perfect looking pale skinned edward cullen. Get over him fangirls. He's not real. lol. Yeah so I when I met joe and yuxun at raffles city, they gave me my very belated bdae present. (My fault =] )

Idiots. Try to suan me. Too bad, I'm as tall as them now! Haha! lol. But seriously, thank you joe and yuxun for this lovely present. Appreciate it. And I love the fabric. So damn soft. lol.

On a random note, Ronald Macdonald made a McPee in his jumper suit.

lol.