I had no idea that such great impact had been made.
I lied.
I didn't want anyone to know.
But not for reasons you thought.
Rather, I wanted to kill those feelings.
And I'm sorry.
I know it has been more than half a year already.
But I...
No. No more Is.
Its you.
Its us.
There were misunderstandings between us.
The day that you told us on the train,
I had haboured feelings before.
I felt obliged.
You were and are a good person.
I'd thought i got it in control.
I thought.
But winds blew in the opposite direction.
And things started to go,
downhill.
I am very thankful for 19th may.
Where everything just.
stopped.
Or, for me at least.
I only hope it was the same for you.
Once again,
I am truly sorry.