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lolbai.

For the first time,
I've set myself a task this year.

To find myself.
The year of change has passed.
It was an awesome year.

But after change... then what?
What have I become?
That's something that I really do want to know.

Who am I?

On that note, this will be my 247th post.
And my last on chong-x.bs
But don't worry faithful, small group of readers.
Moving to tumblr.
Watch this space.

Today I have decided.
To rot at home. (Y)

Thank You.
I know you are here.

Though the road may seem bleak,
And the path is uncertain.
I go forth into the shadows,
Without a tinge of fear.
For I know with all my heart,
That God has prepared the way ahead.

Lord, I NEED you.

THE FOURTEEN DAY CHALLENGE.

I challenge you, Joel.

14 days.
Except emails.
And LMS.

Show it.
Your willpower.

People

Bloody. I actually miss school.

It' been a week since I had my last lesson in a school uniform.

And bloody heck, I miss it.

Even though you go through shitty routines everyday for 9 months in a year.

Even though you slogged your guts out to train for a medal.

Even though you had sleepless nights over project work.

Even though you met sloots not-so-awesome people.

Even though you had a modular math test every 3 weeks or so.

Even though you had 5 hours of econs EVERY MONDAY.

Even though you sacrificed leisure for homework.

Even though you climbed the fricking long stairs to get to the lesson venue every hour.

Even though you pissed your pants.

Or when there's no more toilet paper.

You see your friends everyday for 9 months in the year

You fostered a brotherhood lasting a lifetime.

You got to stone together with your PW mates at McDonald's on the pretext of brainstorming.

You met really awesome people as well.

You poked fun at each other's failure, subconsciously encouraging each other in the process. 

You spent a good 5 hours together in dreamland. That, or laughing at other people doing so.

You stood together in punishment 

You... lost weight.

You....... what!?

You sat on the toilet bowl bare naked. And suddenly, a flurry of wet toilet tissues come raining down on you.

No matter the case, people were always there to laugh with you AND at you. All in good fun (:

The cheenah man inside all of us.

Sleep.
It replenishes our bodies with energy.
It keeps our mind away from worries.
It  is a medium in which we dream.
And yet, we often choose to forgo such.

DCBUC  Merit

not too shabby. except econs.

Relationships!!??

*Yawnxzxzx*
Meh.

Fanboyism

Dissidia Duodecim: Final Fantasy

Horrey Schmoke!  Lightning as a playable character. SECKS.

why not put yun fang too?

HUUUUUUUURGGGGGGGGGGgggg......

PAPER BAG PL0X!!!!!!

*breatheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee*

dammit.

age doesn't seem to take its toll on you.

(:

Whenever I look at you,

I feel pity.

I feel disgust.I thought actions speak louder than words.
But apparently, your mind is just too thick.
Go on, keep living in your self-denial.
You do not and never had a place in my heart.


And, its 4th of September.
NO TIME!!!


Shall just mug my way to the finish (:
Bye internet.

Even though I feel screwed for bio tmr,
I won't give in yet.
No.
One hour more then I'll sleep.

A generation of criticism.
Scrutinizing every little detail.
Every little flaw.

When would we be satisfied then?

The biggest smile (:
I hope I'll find you soon.

You know.
Its just so damn easy to fall.
And to get up, you need even more effort.

I have about a hundred days left to 'A's.
Honestly, I have doubts.

Getting only Es (and below) for Econs is not a good sign.
A whole mountain of Bio notes to memorise.
Chem and Math have been stagnant for quite awhile.
GP.... Arg.

However, I believe He will provide me with the sufficient strength to pull through.
Like how he has always been there for me, I trust in him.
I'm gonna give it my best shot.
And the rest is up to him, really.

He has helped me so many times.
But these past two years,
I..... chose not to depend.

So right now.
It starts now.
If I do well, then thank God.
If I don't do well, I will still praise him.

His will is for the better.

Hi, my name is Joel.
I'm told that I'm special.
So are 6,799,999,999 other people.
Does that still make me special?